Tuesday, 28 August 2007
Toad -- by Zephirine
Lump of earth moves, becomes toad.
Toad slowly crawls the few inches to shelter,
seeming annoyed, but that’s only in my mind.
Its mind maybe full of no more than this:
“Large thing moving above, possibility of being stepped on,
evasive action recommended; slug today?”
I go to the computer, look up ‘toad’.
The common toad, bufo bufo, lives
to ten, twenty, even forty years, it says.
How many times in all that time
does a toad have to get out of our way?
Maybe in toad’s mind the calculations flicker:
“This is the one thousand and eleventh occasion
that I have moved for these tedious large objects;
nobody notices; a toad’s karma is improved
by such suffering; slug today?”
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Sunday, 19 August 2007
Time -- by Mimitig
Time was
Once
The past
Mostly memories
Some sad
Bad
Some sweet and treasured
Time then
Was
The present
Day by day
To be relished
Hours sweet and treasured
Time now
Is
The future
No memories
No actions
Simply hopes
Sweet and treasured
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Friday, 17 August 2007
Legend -- by File
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Imagine a forest the size of France, said I,
Mushrooms the size of Peter’s hands,
Tapping on the paper, somewhere over there
In Russia, September’s an auspicious month
For mushroom hunting, but
France is a big country
Can you see a line there? asked I,
She looked in vain at the bone white sheet,
We crossed that line, there were signs of mushrooms
Ahead, so that’s where we went
That’s when our maps became like that one
Open, pointless
We realized they were only ever in our heads
We used to pride ourselves on our maps
That this black brook ran into that,
That the burnt tree pointed charred fingers
About poisonous growths and
How to smell wolves
Our useless truths didn’t apply there
Was no scale, no legend, no relief
Nor trail nor appetite between those trees
Imagine a forest older than Russia, or France
Hollow somber shivers in the key of decay
Powdery gases that dance lazily
Under layers of loosely woven shrouds
Time drools, hours ooze over thorns, through moss
Secret barbed green dieing space
In that place
Time is dappled flat
Imagine a long shadow cast
Ironed, eked out
To a fetid air, thick dark first night
I can’t tell you what we feared we heard
Not human hearts, we remembered things
We’d never seen, flavours
That festered in our mouths to a fungal morning
There was no dawn, as such, no water
As pale bacteria
Walking in dread green circles,
Fatal certainty,
Back, to a night like the last again
Strangeness passed, we got sort of used to it and lost again
Doing what we should, seeing where the sun went, lighting fires
Finding food, etching the legend in an acid bath
When they found us we’d been gone for a week, said they
A week!
An x-ray
Imagine a forest the size of France, said I,
With mushrooms the size of Peters hands,
Tapping on the paper, somewhere, nowhere
She looked hard at the bone white sheet, again
As we had.
I lifted it free.
A dead map’s best
Left
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Monday, 6 August 2007
Gentle Disintegration -- by File
gently disintegrate me
softly fragment me
going to the river
washing my shirt
listening to Krishnamurti
on love
mine own shirt
born in it, alone and in a
State of Inquiry
tenderly tearing it apart with time
rinsing and sieving soap
panning with cotton
burying in the stream
season after season after season
softly collapses me
the river there
with or without
my shirt or me washing
listening to his voice of tones again
asking me how I see the colours of an evensong sky
in the water
traveling eye, on the other bank
love has no opposite
easily undoes me
a fat river shares
indiscriminately
washing my shirt in wonder only
when he said
and what do you do when you don’t know what to do?
you do nothing, do nothing, nothing, no
my shirt ‘n me flowing
now gently
d i s I n t e g r a t i n g
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Wednesday, 1 August 2007
"A Postcard from..."
A Postcard from.... Gap Year -- by File
Dear Mother,
Having a great time, the dysentery has almost completely dried up but it’s very quiet after Jeff’s amputation, hope the trip back goes ok for him as the canoe looked quite old. The bungee jump was fantastic, only 52 meters so it was quite quick though I had to dangle for a long time as I hadn’t tied the rope very well. Met a really hunky lovely guy, he’s the leader of a new religion here in Timbatchti, oh sorry just realized, got to Africa last Thursday, we’re going to his camp in the mountains somewhere. Think I’m going to be here for a while, I know the political situation isn’t great but most of the fighting in the streets has stopped now and anyway we’re off into the jungle tonight. Got to go, Dongo’s going to take me to a witch doctor again about my rash, but yesterday he just hit my naked body with flowers and spat on me for an hour. Hope you’re all well.
Love
Laura
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A Postcard from... the Azure Coast -- by Zephirine
Wind rattles shutters weathered to driftwood grey
in village alleys; bougainvillea flips,
jazzy purple dancer
to a cicada beat in the rough gust of diesel and warm pine.
Indigo sea laps lazily at its own town,
ruffled by the hot breath but unconcerned,
pats white jostling boats
and licks the peopled sand and pebbles of its favourite coast.
Houses the colour of dust and time surround the courtyard
where little boys played football, quiet now,
and then the evening light
is softest, shifting, fleeting apricot behind the greying hills.
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